Realisation

Something I always wander into a deep thought of is how can some, be so cruel.

Cruel. A word used as an adjective to describe a person whom has taken it upon them self to treat another in a unforgivable and disrespectful way.

I know that within this world of a population of over 7 billion people, or so, that not everybody in this world will agree with everybody's actions. I, a teenage girl experiencing high school, what seem to be 'dramas' also have a couple of disagreements which involve the way society if portrayed, and how people socially treat others abusively.

Disagreement number 1:
Bullying. Yes, I am fully aware of how almost every citizen of the world's population has knowledge of how cruel bullying is, but clearly, as cases of bullying still exist, a few amount of people have not quite come to the terms of what is 'out of line'. Why should any person in this world, with a fully deserving life be treated a punching bag, as a person to be used as 'entertainment' for a ridiculously stupid person's mind. I think the point of bullying which sickens me the most is how anybody can find it enjoyable and banterous to completely humiliate and bully somebody, and what also confuses me is how others can just stand there and watch somebody be victimized by a bully. Why are bullies seen as a fearful person, an event in their life which has left them extremely fearful is what has lead them to take out their anger on an 'easy victim'. Only when this person has ran away from their biggest fear they will take out their anger and fears on an innocent person, as they are seen as an easy target, bullies are secretly scared of everyone. What scared bullies the most is their victim to loose all fear in them, to stand up to them, and to stop taking the shit they've suffered with for so long from that bully. Fear and anger is still never an answer to lead to bullying, it's a sick and mind confusing game where one brings out the fear in a what seems to be a fearful person, out of jealousy, as this bully is so fearful and scared they cover it up by appearing as a bigger person, to look as if they aren't scared, they cover it up by making others feel feared by them. In some sort of long, twisted and sick way, I vaguely understand what drives a bully to victimize others, but I do not think that it does any justice, and I strongly disagree with the fact that somebody feels like it is acceptable to be so cruel to another human being, it really does disgust me.

I literally could write an endless post on how stupid and disgusting bulling is, but I wont, as I don't actually understand it, to me bullies are one of the most confusing people in the world, and I really do not understand what drives them to be such viciously horrible people.

Sorry for the negative post, I just feel as if it had to be said, as you can probably guess there are many other disagreements with today's society I currently hold, but I will leave them to another ranting session. Gaah I promise I'm not usually this negative but it infuriates me how people feel as if bullying is OK. I hate anybody who thinks that.

Natural makeup look

Hello you fabulous people!

Firstly I'd like to take the opportunity to apologize, as I haven't actually kept to my idea of regular blogging, and haven't actually written a post in sooo long! Therefore, here is my sincerest apology, I am planning on blogging much more often, it's just I've got a lot of exams and deadlines and other pity excuses like that at the moment, but I will try my very best to blog much more frequently, as you most likely think I am hopeless with commitment, which I guess I am, from the amount of musical instruments I've began to play for about 2 weeks and then gave up, but that's a completely different story, and I'm rambling. In a more straight forward, less boring way: I am terribly sorry for being such a hopeless blogger!

Anyways, this blog post was quite an unoriginal and not so exciting blog post, but I've decided with the 30 minutes I have spare I may as well write a post for you wonderful people. This post will feature my not so daily makeup routine! 'Not so daily'? Well in case you're wondering, or even care, it's basically the makeup I wear once every 2 weeks or so, as I never really put much effort into my facial appearance, as most of my time I'm stuck at school or in the house anyway, but this makeup is a fairly natural look, which would be very suitable for somebody who does like to wear an adequate amount of makeup daily, or once in a blue moon. Hopefully you haven't fell asleep, as I've rambled so much but here it is...

I have recently discovered the Yves Saint Laurent touche Eclat, and I have become obsessed! Its a wonderful dewy foundation, which leaves your skin looking flawless and very healthy, it's great for a healthy looking, and fresh looking finish, as I'm not so much a fan of matte foundations, this foundation is perfect with a dewy finish.

With the foundation on my face, I then go on to apply some concealer to cover up those hideous bags and spots, I'm fortunate to not have loads of spots, so I don't need much, but every teenager has spots, I mean if you don't I envy you ridiculous amounts, and in all seriousness I reckon you're extremely abnormal. This is a fairly complicated one (well not so much, there's just a tiny bit extra for your brains to store). I actually use 2 concealers, 1 for under my eyes, and the other for spots, as the 'under my eye one' actually gives off a lot of shine, and would only make my spots shiny(?) (My English teacher would seriously kill me if he saw that I used 'gives off', he has a very strange loathe towards the two common words). This fabulous 'under the eye' concealer is called Rimmel Wake me up concealer, I find it amazing, and I'm not actually so sure what I'd do without it. (probably just buy a new concealer, but this really is the best of the best). The concealer I use for spots is by Maybeline, and is called cover stick, this too is very fabulous and has amazing coverage, I highly recommend this one!

 (I'll be extremely surprised if anyone has actually read all of this, and actually got to this point, because I've rambled ridiculous amounts throughout this post, and here I am now rambling about rambling.)

Right. moving on next, I will always set my foundation and concealer with some magic Rimmel Stay matte powder. Gaaah this powder has been with me for years, and I am still completely and hopelessly hooked, it is so good!!! If you don't already have this within your makeup collection you most definitely need it!

(This is actually the back of it, as I've had this powder for over 6 months to say the least, the front of it has actually worn away, so I have decided to show you lovely lot the back of this lovely powder).


As I am ridiculously pale, even so that many of the lightest foundation colours, are still a bit too dark for my skin colour, I add a tiny bit of bronzer to the outlines of my face and on my cheek bones, to give my face a bit of defined structure and a bit of colour. This bronzer is also one of the ancient antiques of my makeup collection, as I have only recently rediscovered it, and I have, once again fell in love with it. It leaves a natural, yet subtle and visible finish on my face, and automatically just makes my face look 10 times better.

 Now for the eyes, on my eyes I love to use a bit of neutral coloured eyeshadow, just to look a bit more girly than my masculine face does without. I use this fabulous eye shadow set by Revlon, and it has 4 colours to use, to create a gorgeous finished look, these colours include 2 brown colours to shadow the actual eyelid, under the eyebrow, a pink colour and a silver/ grey colour, the pink just cleans up any of the mess between the brown colour and the eyebrow, whilst the silver colour fills in the actual eyelid. I know you probably think it sounds crazy, but the actual outcome is very natural and pretty.

The next item I will use is the oh so haunting and traumatising eyeliner, if you're anything like me, I dread this stage the most, so much that throughout 2013, I think I only wore eyeliner around 3 times, as every time I put it on I'd wipe it off out of frustration as it seems to never go right! Fear not then, as I have discovered the perfect product to solve this frightening problem. Yes it is still a liquid eyeliner, however it is almost like an actual felt tip pen, it's so easy to apply and can be handled differently to create different looks, whether you're going for a big, bold, cat eye look, or an almost invisible line across the lash line of your eye, this eye liner is perfect for any job! It's by Rimmel (of course) and is called 'Scandal EYES'.

 After your eye looks almost perfect, but fairly bald, the only solution for this is the oh so magnificent mascara, which I'm sure you'll know of, as it's all what beauty guru's rave about, yes you guessed it, it's the amazing Rimmel 'The Falsies'. This mascara, could be seen as overrated in some eyes, as it's very commonly mentioned, but I think that it is definitely worthy of the attention, as it makes your eyelashes look AMAZING. This is a must buy for all of you who do not own this fabulous product.

 Finally, if you're like me, and have fairly dark eyebrows, but with a fair amount of gaps within the bush of hairs above your eyes, this eyebrow mascara is exactly what you need. It's like a mascara which has various different colours available, so that it's suitable for almost all brows. The great brush is very small, so it's suitable for your eyebrows without getting streaks of mascara around your brows, it fills your eyebrows in with just a stroke through those glorious brows, yet does not make them like two slugs crawling across your forehead, as it leaves a very natural, but a lovely finish to your brows, which completes the natural look.

Ok, so this blog post took a little longer than 30 minutes, actually much longer, but I reckoned I owed it to you guys for my absence so I hope you enjoy this post, I will definitely post again very soon, don't you worry!!

(Incase you're rather clueless as to why I placed the makeup on a wooly jumper, it is because my room is an absolute tip, so I guess the white background actually makes me look fairly organised, which I am not, but hopefully it worked!)

Love yaaaa

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